Posted in 2025, Dreams

Second Sleep

Do you ever wake up early on the weekends, decide it’s too early to get up and you’ll “get up in 15 minutes”, and find yourself falling back to sleep for another 2 hours?

I do! It usually happens on Saturday, like this morning. I was wide awake at 5 am – 45 minutes earlier than my weekday morning time and thought I’ll lay here until 5:30, then get up. Then I fell asleep and woke up again at 7am.

These second sleeps are usually filled with crazy dreams about people I haven’t seen in years, and I’m usually traveling somewhere. This morning I was at a baby shower for a friend’s daughter and they live in California. I live in Connecticut so I don’t know where we were, but I drove somewhere, and then had to come back home for a baby stroller. I remember popping the truck of my car. Weird. But at the baby shower, I was there early, like I was one of the hostesses, but then I ended up in one of the bedrooms, and during the shower. I kept hearing a machine-like noise, and finally turned around to see a woman vacuuming in the bedroom.

Later, I was in a room with my husband, sister, and niece and someone I didn’t recognize. I couldn’t hear my niece’s conversation but she was implying she didn’t have any money for food. Then we were driving to a store for my husband and I to pick up food, but she was flying, so I offered her the bottle of MIO I had in my pocketbook, and, for what it’s worth, I did have a bottle of MIO in my pocketbook the other day to bring to my office!

When I wake up from these sleeps, I’m usually so groggy, I would like to just fall back to sleep and capture the thread of the dream. When I was in my teens and 20s, I usually would just wake and sleep until Noon! Ah, those were the days!

If you’ve read this far, thanks for hanging in with this stream of consciousness post. I looked it up, it’s a thing, and I’m here for it.

Have you ever experienced this second sleep and what do you think about it?

Posted in 2025, Dreams, life

Interpreting Last Night’s Dream

Actually, it was a dream from early morning after I woke up at normal weekday time but fell back to sleep. That is when I usually have the strangest dreams!

While we sleep…

Here’s what happened:

I’m somewhere with a group of people and there is another group of people (women) in another room. A young girl, Beth, is going to be performing(?) and I’m not sure how I feel about her. I don’t know how old I am in the dream.

I leave the table and when I come back, there is something, like a small poster, rolled up and secured with tape with Beth’s name on it. But not the shiny scotch tape, the matte kind that I think is for presents? Anyway, of course I have to open it! Inside there is a motor vehicle violations ticket and I think, “haha what did she get herself into?”, only to realize it’s a joke ticket designed to surprise her from the people she is with in the other room. They couldn’t have it delivered to the table she’s at, so put it on my table.

I roll the ticket back into the poster but now have no way to secure it because the tape won’t re-stick! Oh no! I leave with the poster in hand to find some tape, none….can I find an elastic band? I find one – it breaks. What about ribbon? I think I have ribbon somewhere. I find it but I can’t tie it without someone to hold it and no one is there. What do I do?!

I roll it super small. It’s all grubby and the edges mangled. I bring it to the table, only to realize everyone has left and her party is going to wonder what happened to it!

I run out to give it to her telling her I found it and yes, this is what it looked like when I found it!

Then I woke up….

My initial thoughts are feelings of jealousy and my “curiosity killed the cat” curiosity. Feelings of being left out, and lying to avoid confrontation.

Could it have anything to do with the fact I succumbed to yes, curiosity and read some Facebook posts and comments that irritated me!

Any thoughts?

Posted in 2025, life, thoughts, Writing

Money

“Money, Money, Money, always sunny, in the rich man’s world” – ABBA 1976

If/when you wake up in the middle of the night, what’s the first thing that pops into your mind?

Mine is MONEY. Why money you ask? Because I’m always paying bills. I have a payroll to process every week, bills for materials and other on-job expenses, bills for vehicle loans, and bills for overhead expenses like the phone service and anything else that keeps our doors open and lights on (electric bill!).

At 3:30 am, if my brain rises out of whatever phase of sleep nearest to awake, my mind says “do you have enough money?” and something inside gives my heart a little squeeze. If I’m too much awake, I’ll head to the bathroom for a change of scenery. Sometimes I can snuggle back into my pillow, say a little prayer of thanksgiving for my bed, my house, etc. and very soon, I’ve fallen back to sleep.

Do you have a particular thought that pops into your brain if you wake up in the middle of the night?

Posted in 2024, life, thoughts

Revenge Bedtime Procrastinator

Do you see the clock creeping towards your bedtime and you think, no, no I just want to stay here for a few more minutes, that turn into 30.

That’s pretty much me in a nutshell and a Real Simple article this month has a name for it – Revenge Bedtime Procrastinator. I delay sleep to carve out time for myself.

Now, I’m not so bad that I “blow off bedtime, then wake up exhausted” – well, not enough that I hit the snooze button – but I do creep upstairs a little later than I should and then get cranky because I still have to brush my teeth and wash my face when all I want to do is get into bed and read.

Anyone else feel like a Revenge Bedtime Procrastinator?