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Signs

Do you believe is signs from loved ones who have passed? I do!
May 2nd was our 37th anniversary of meeting. One of the words in the NYT Connections game was SOULMATES – it jumped out at me as soon as I opened the game.

May 1987


May 6th was our 36th wedding anniversary. What popped up in the Connections game? COUPLE and LOVERS.

March 2024


Coincidence? No, I think my mother is sending her love to the two people she set up to meet in 1987. I’ve told this story so many times, you might already know it….I was scheduled for a vacation on March 24th because she was sick and she died on April 4th. I ended up taking the trip on May 2nd and my future husband was a last minute addition to his friend’s trip. Through a medium I went to in 2013, she confirmed she set us up.

I wrote most of the above for my facebook page on Monday the 6th but I was thinking some more about that time and coincidences. You see just before I moved out to California, someone I worked with paid for me to hand a hand analysis with her sister. Although 37 years have gone by, I still had the cassette tape of the reading and a few years ago transcribed it. I think through it my mother was trying to give me motherly advice — and I did NOT listen to it. Literally, I did not listen to that tape again for 35 years. There was actually some advice I could have used. Oh well! They say the other side will give you signs but you have the free will to listen to it or not. Sorry Ma! I’m listening now!

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My Spirit Guides

Do you believe your family members that have passed watch over you? I do! Do you know you also have guides you’ve never met before? Well, you do, and I found out about mine a few years ago….

I was at a Psychic Fair at Locket’s Meadow in Bethany in August of 2019. I found myself in front of a woman, Risa Rodgers. She started talking about the spirits with me and I’m glad she wrote as she talked.

My first guide’s name is Danny – he’s my fun guide. That is one re-occuring theme in my life – the need to have fun! He says to just tell him what kind of sign you want to see. He’s been in some other life times and he wants me to laugh. He says that laughter is my best weapon.

Danny and my next guide both talk about something that comes up repeatedly — stand up for yourself and don’t let anyone “shit on our parade”. I find this interesting because who are they referring to?

Matilda is on my left side. I can’t find any significance to that anywhere, but maybe Danny is on my right side. Angel/devil? I didn’t know her and get this – she ran a saloon in the old west! THAT is something I could imagine myself doing! She has a heart of gold and is mouthy! She told me (again, this theme) – “you don’t give them enough shit when people try to hurt you”. She wants me to – be a broad; be tough.

And now – here’s someone I knew and loved – my grandmother Julia Ingram Posluszny! Now she was a fierce, independent woman! My Aunt Judy said Gram wore the pants in the family (actually I think she said Gram had the balls in the family). Again, “Give it to them”. She also said I needed to bring color into my life, that there were too many neutrals! Start with some pillow she said – so I did!

Last but not least, this is the spirit I look to at night, to calm my mind and take away the “late night thinking” – a very old spirit who is manning a boat. He says to call him Fiji. He’ll take me away on inner journeys, I just need to ask him and he can take me all over the multiverse, he can take the boat (more like a pontoon!) anywhere.

Someday I will unpack the who in the “don’t put up with anyone’s shit”, but in the meantime, I will look to my guides for a laugh, for some guidance, and for a late night trip on a spirit’s pontoon boat.